Saturday, March 27, 2010
Enjoying Jesus
I love Saturday mornings here in Uganda! Waking up to sunshine, cool morning breeze, omlets with guacamole, and Starbucks coffee. This Saturday morning I was determined to do something I have been wanting to do the whole time we have been here! You see, there is this little clearing behind our hut with some trees, grass, and a tree that once stood tall but has now fallen. I've been wanting to take a little morning visit to that old fallen tree with my coffee, journal, and Bible. This morning that is preicsely what I did.
After a simply delicious breakfast I gathered up my things (which consisted of my coffee cup, a towel to sit on, journal, pen, Bible, and Crazy Love) and took the short trek to the tree. I spread out my towel and sat down to just enjoy Jesus in His beautiful creation.
As I read, wrote, and prayed God spoke so plainly to my heart of the freedom he is bringing to me. I have lived in bondage to controlling my life (in ALL areas) for so long that I have not been able to even enjoy life! Surrendering my control came in one very specific area but has in turn affected many areas of my life! For the first time in a long time this morning I thoroughly ENJOYED myself and Jesus... with no worry about a to-do list, time, or any other distractions. I am recognizing how much bondage I have really been enslaved to and I want nothing to do with it anymore! I want to be FREE TO ENJOY! Enjoy Jesus, enjoy life, enjoy simplicity, enjoy quiet, enjoy just being still, enjoy meals, enjoy people, enjoy coffee...just simply enjoy.
Sure...its easy to live like this here where time is rarely an issue and where we don't have all the responsibilities that we have at home, but through Holy Spirit's power I am going to live this way at home too. It will take much more deliberate-ness, but it needs to be done!
So I challenge you today-stop being so busy...your life is a vapor...are you going to live it striving to control or are you going to live it the way God intended...simply enjoying Him and letting Him unfold everything else!
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